I think I have it. I can't help but feel I am wasting my life away if I don't get out right now and start doing stuff. What kind of stuff? I don't even know, my mind just tells me to get out there and do fun stuff. It tells me I am wasting my youth if I do not do something. Every now and then I will have a rational thought about how much more free time I have while remaining youthful, but that goes away in seconds, as I then think about it more.

I think my last blog stems from this....