Seeing as I haven't had a breakup in about 4-5 years, and from a real relationship at that, I never knew how hard it was. Um... it's not usually like me to moan about "life being hard" and shit, seeing as I usually genuinely enjoy life. Gah... I can't really find a way to express how much things are getting to me, plus I've got exams coming up in May, on top of everythang. Apologies for the morbid blog, I just needed to write something to make myself feel better. Ciao.