well as u all know, i broke with my first gf so far...and now i am back to loving that girl i used to love at school after i broke up with my so called "online gf", and this time i won't try to escape the fact that i love her by lying to myself telling myself that i love completely different girl who i never even met in real life...infact i won't even try to escape that fact but what i am trying to is escape this feeling of deadly depression because of the fact that she doesn't love me nor does...