Tonight, I went and visited my mum at the hospital she is staying at, it's the first time I have spoken to or saw her since she has been gone and now I've just come home in a fucked off mood.

Basicly, I'm just a pawn in this whole stupid situation and everybody is playing one off against the other.

Me and my stepdad have talked about it and I agree with his version of events because obviously I have been here the entire time and witnessed what have been said and done,...