There's just no closure. I lost completely, I'm an asshole, a real piece of shit, yet I couldn't see it until it was too late. It's so fucked up. I got a message on here 3 years ago and I keep reading it and reading it and it's still just as bad as the first time I got it. Everything it says is right but it won't sink in. I wish i could seperate myself from what i was and make it known that I'm honestly a different person but im not even sure that i am. i don't deserve any more chances but i really...