she said no

I don't even know how I feel right now. it's weird. Devastated might be a good word to use. I just can't explain it.

I saw her today at a party. the girl that she has feeling for was there too. one of us got a lot more attention than the other. she came and sat with (on) me for about an hour, and it was really great. at the end of the party she told me that she didn't think she could be serious about anything with me. talking to her just before she said...