I honestly don't get why I HAVE to deal with my innerdemons.

I know that I'm emotionally skewered and unable of having a stable relationship with anyone.

I know that I'm going to live a depressed life without meaning or purpose if I don't do anything about it.

But get this, I don't want to do anything about it. I work. I'm a shattered little clock that somehow keeps ticking. I enjoy my problems.

Leave me and my monsters alone.