Hey.

As some of you may know my life ain't peaches at the moment, it's almost five months to the day that my ex dumped me and I'm still no more over the event or her than I was when I made my blog entry then. As much as I try maintain the facade of easy come easy go happy happy joy joy it's just not working for me, I can feel myself getting more confused everyday, more neurotic everyday and more depressed everyday.

And I hate it. It disgusts me, it makes me feel vile,...