I don't want to post too much about this here because I'm worried I'll jinx it, but I've hit it off with a friend of mine of a few years. She and I connected over a lot of stuff recently and we really have a strong chemistry. I always assumed school or a career or something would draw someone like this into my life but I just told her how I felt a week ago and she feels the same. I feel unbelievably happy. I so, so don't want to fuck this up. That's pretty much all that's been happening in my life...