Right, now I'm not one for teenage angst (unlike some) but something happened yesterday which has made me very, very depressed.

Well yesterday (Friday 21th of November) I went to a friends house with a load of mates and got drunk (for the first time ever).


One of the girls who came along is someone who I really, really liked and had liked for ages (Who I ,optimistically, thought "liked" me as well) and danced with her, joked and messed about on a trampoline....