So I went to the educational psychiatrist, and it was much better than I expected. I had no reason to be nervous, and I'm sure if I had relaxed it would have been quite calming. I like the little room, you can shut the blinds and the little window on the door so nobody can see in.

So yeah, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but it was still horrible. At certain points I just couldn't speak, it was really weird.

She made another appointment for a longer time....