I don't want to be here in two years. I don't want to be near my family, I can take or leave some of my friends. I realised that for all the politeness and familiarity of the countryside where I live, for all it's beauty, lies boredom, strenuating school ties and an old life I cannot for the life of me shake. Things culminated tonight when I realised how inward thinking my parents are and for the life of me I cannot fathom why. This isn't 17th century England and you are allowed to leave the county...