I read over most of my previous blogs today while I was bored, and my god, did they make me sad. I hadn't thought about how fundamentally my life has changed in quite a while, but after reading those blogs detailing all the little moments with my daughter it made me realize what a shallow existence I've been able to replace it with. However, it didn't make me depressed. Just made me sad.

But it also made me feel hope. Within a few months, I will have my daughter living with me, and...