So I did a bad thing recently. I don't wanna say what just straight up in a blog post 'cause anyone can read these. But anyway, I did a pretty bad thing to a friend and they hurt. And then he told all my other closest friends and now like, the 3 most important people in my life are just gone. None of them will talk to me. It feels so shitty and idk really how to handle it. I don't know how to process having the 3 people who I cared for more than any other suddenly, as if at the drop of a hat, hate...