I was going to leave this blog until the end of this week. But it is something that is getting me so down I just need to get it out of me now and by writing this part of the story now it will probably result in me having 2 blog posts in the top 5 but I feel I have good reason if that happens.

So for those who remember my first ever blog post I mentioned that my boyfriend is going back to Slovenia this summer to see his family again. When we first got together he told me about this...