I've felt really weird in the last few weeks. It's like there's fog in my head. Everything in my mind feels a long way away. I'm getting stupider every day. I'm mispronouncing words and just generally making no sense. My typing is still reasonably coherent after a thorough proofread with the aid of a spellchecker.

I've recently realised just how fucking stupid and paranoid I've been about everything lately. I feel like I can't do anything right. I feel as if people that tell me I'm...