So, it turns out that Stephanie is pregnant. IUD's are 99.99% effective. Apparently, we are the .01%. We won't be having the baby. Neither of us really wants more kids, and even if we did, we are not in a place in our relationship where that would be a good idea. She surprised me with the news a couple hours ago, and I'm still kind of shakey. The initial fear wore off after we talked, and decided to have the abortion, but now I just feel kind of numb. Anyway, killing my first baby soon. Someone...