I can be nice for a week, but revert to obnoxious self aggrandizing diatribe in a snap. What does that teach people? I'm hard to trust, I'm harder to deal with, and I'm probably better off avoided. I've been aware of this much, much longer than I'm comfortable admitting but I'm starting to notice the difference that not being king of the kocks makes. My friends (the ones I see outside of Computer Land) are more accepting of my reaction when something bothers me. They see the subtle distinction between...