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Originally posted by Gluk Schmuck
What's your favourite videogame?
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Um. Tomb Raider. Really. I love Lara. Come here, Lara! Let me hug you! *THUNK* Ow! What was that for?
No, you d'oh! ODDWORLD. *grins*
Liquorice (yes, I also do not know how to psell (love that intended typo, gotta love it).) ice-scream ;) ? Um, let's put it this way, I hate liqor...-er-um-ish, and I only like chocolate icecream, but I can only guess I won't like L-Icecream, because I have never tasted it before. And... probably won't.
Okay, little intro of myself.
Name: Neike Apollyon Satana ... well, no, not really, but since 'Meike' is derived from 'Maria', and 'Pabst'(or, more correctly 'Papst') is the german for pope, I really,
REALLY prefer that name.
Age: 17.
Birthdate: 13th August 1984 (okay! So it's the 12th, really, but that was a sunday)
Nationality: german
Thinks in: english
Languages: English, german, french - best, good, crap respectively.
Talents: Drawing, programming, webdesigning, music, design in general, constructive criticism on art.
Bad in: Sports. Do not make me do sports. I will develop superior muscle power out of sheer rage and smash you. Then revert back to the normal geek I am. AND history. That covers the school subjects I avoid. Otherwise, I have a bad time-based memory. I can tell you what happened after something else easily, but whether it happened five days ago or a month ago...
Obsessions: Apollo440, Crimson Feather (my chat RPG), webdesigning, Oddworld
Severe dislikes: Destiny's Child, Final Fantasy (I have no reason other than the graphics I did see was not good and the fact I think it is far too popular, honestly), cleaning up my room
Attire: Black, black, black. On cheerful days, a magenta shirt. Silver jewellary.
Self:
Eyecolor: Bluegrey!
Skincolor: Vampire white.
Hair: Blond/Copper/Gold, and a black streak.
So much for the trivial, unimportant things.
Personality: It's hard to describe one's own personality, but I suppose I'm some sort of bitch. I'm very, VERY egoistic, although I refuse to hurt other people - they might hurt me back, afterall. I am very proud of my achievements and paranoid and scared about being dumb or permanently ill. I think I can tell when I make a mistake, and I usually scold myself for it or seethe silently. I'm very moody and not afraid to cry. I'm introverted without not being extroverted - in other words, I'm mostly on my own with my emotions, but I don't avoid society and other people's company. I love a good argument on or off common ground, though I have a hate for circular ones (sorry Danny :D ) or ones where the other side does not know the basis of their arguments and refuses to ask, or completely ignores me. I consider myself an animal, and I'm proud of that. I bite when attacked - verbally, yes, but it's still biting. Remember that other animals cannot talk like we do... verbal violence is just dislocated physical violence. It's no better and no worse. I believe in balance - where there is black, there must be white. I believe in balance so strongly that I don't think there is "black" or "white", but just lots of grays. I myself consider myself a slightly dark hue of gray ;). I constantly work at my personality in an active way. I'm currently in phase4. Phase 1 was me as a spoilt little kid, actively wanting to be a spoilt little kid, a brat, and an asshole. Phase 2 was me as a martyr who'd do, like, everything for friends and neglect the own life. Phase 3 was a reattempt at Phase 1 which never quite worked. Phase 4 is completely different - I've isolated myself in a different way than in the phases before, and so far find this attitude of mine splendid, wonderful and great.
What Nikki says: "
Well you're a warmhearted soul, who enjoys a laugh and you have a wicked sense of humour which most folk don't aprreciate. your smartness shows in your personality. You are reasonable even tempered though you don't liek ti if peopel don't use the full brainpower and say|do silly things. ie give up easily etc." Um. Okay.
Attitude towards life: Pessimistic when waiting for a situation to arise, optimistic about the outcome. Generally cheerful. Despite having everything I want, you can keep me entertained by placing me infront of a splash of ink for an hour. What will I do? Stare at it till I get heavy retinal burn, look away a little, marvel at the effects I can create like that... er, it goes on like that. Or talk to me about the achievements and inventions of mankind. I recently walked through a corridor at school and suddenly exclaimed: "Look! Down! SQUARES!"... which since then has led me to believe I must be positively MAD. *laughs*
Philosophies: My main philosophy in life is "You can prove nothing. Everything is a belief", even though I rarely lean back on that. My second, to the outward 'main'-seeming philosophy, is that of Anton Szandor LaVey, called Satanism (from Satan: opposer, arch-fiend, rather than the christian anti-deity), a healthy mixture of Camus and Nietzsche as I put it. Camus being existencialist ("Responsibility to the responsible" is an existencialistic ideal I believe, they think that everything one does is one's own choice, thus blaming the results on someone else is bull.), and Nietzsche being the big bad guy who said society were deteriorating into "Don't dare speak up" and "Integrate, or else" type of thinking, no longer capable of fighting for survival (he says that, I don't, but I like the ideas that sprout from this simple idea coming from the tyranny of the churches back then). Beyond that: CARPE NOCTEM - seize the night.
Sub-culture: Goth. No, we're not all depressed, we're philosophers who know/think there's no real meaning to life.
God: Myself. Yes, you heard right. I'm my own God. Hear me roar. Er. Wait. That came out wrong...
Comments: No one is gonna read this. I just know it. I really just know it... I can see it coming... *mumble, murmur*
- TyA
Edit: I FORGOT MY FAMILY! OMS! Pardon.
Family: One perfectly insane mother, barely ever says something along the lines of "Don't!". One perfectly insane, Her Royal Majesty kitty, much with the same name origin but you can call her Madgie, all she'll do is claw your eyes out. Er. Father? I have a father? Oh, right. Biological father called Ima Ass... er... actually, called Guenther Karl Georg Pabst (shoot me if the middle names are screwed), a real criminal: a lawyer. Lives in South Africa. Parents are divorced (GOOD RIDDANCE I SAY!). Other relatives... mostly mysterious entities attatched to this... Guenther person.
Introduction?
Re: Introduction?
Here goes
Me too. I'm against English coming in here and mixing with Finnish like it's doing (we wont soon have our own language at all) but still I'm becoming more and more English thinking and talking the whole time...
Oh course, there are other people here who are sillyer then me, but they aren't veterans. 
