I can tell if I'm not wanted. -

Wings of Fire · #**121** 03-16-2010, 06:11 PM

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Does it matter? See, you're asking out of curiosity, not out of concern for my well being.
NOT TO CENTER THIS AROUND ME I'M JUST TALKING ABOUT ME BECAUSE WOF ASKED, I was considered an outcast before I even got to make friends. In Fucking SECOND GRADE. Every day that year, I was beat up by a fourth grader for no fucking reason. I hated life so bad I considered killing myself. And I was only seven.
Fifth grade, my teacher hated me for no reason. He treated the other kids like fucking gods, but not me. He would take the other kids outside for soccer but make me stay inside just because he felt like it, played around with the other kids but not me, let the other kids hold the snakes and play games and talk to friends but not me lost what little work i did complete because he wouldn't explain it to me (oh if I have a fucking question that means I wasn't listening), lied about me to my parents, even took the other kids to a baseball game but not me because he refused to give me a permission slip when I complained about kids butting me in line.
Sixth grade, I had no friends whatsoever. Recess consisted of crying because everyone treated me like shit and thinking about life and death. My mind became a trap, and that'a what finally lead to my downfall.
My sister treats me like shit, my dad blames me for everything, my mom is almost never home, everyone at school hates me because of how I am and how I dress and WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO TO YOU TO DESERVE THIS? I personally think that this is a game to them, how much can the torment me until i freak out and beat the shit out of like fifty kids in the school. Seventh grade I was molested and almost raped by a guy I trusted and no one beleived me, my dad still thinks I made this up for attention. My friend Melissa is pissed at me because she was having a bad day and I did something to piss her off (have no idea what) and my friend Alex hated me, liked me, hated me, then decided to be my friend when everyone realised how much of an asshole Alex is, then tried to make out with me as a last resort (Thanks a lot!) and talks about me behind my back. The only other friends I have only stick around me because they think they have a shot of getting laid, yeah right, and plus the rumors going around about me just keeps tearing me apart. My parents keep putting me on medication but never really try to deal with the problem, they just push it out of the way and forget about it.
Also see this page for things I've thought about to make me like this http://gwan-thewi.deviantart.com/journal/?offset=5 (it's the one titled 'why I'm likt this) and this thing i wrote http://gwan-thewi.deviantart.com/art...hing-156301034

I asked more out of bemusement actually.

If you want people to take your problems seriously then you're going about it the absolute worst way. Stop trying to showcase yourself with your avatar and don't be so confrontational. If your problems are anywhere near as bad as you say they are then I suggest you get in contact with whatever kind of Social Services they have around where you live.

Gwan-Thwei · #**122** 03-16-2010, 06:15 PM

I'm not showing off, Seriously, It was THE only i con I could find that suited me. It was either this, or a crappy animated Xenomorph icon that EVERYONE uses.
I've got a counsilor and we've both agreed to report that molester bastard at the end of the year, when I'll be transferring.
And what do you mean 'as bad as I saw they are'? It's not like I'm homeless, I'm just an outcast who's finally opened its eyes.
I'm also not confrontational, I just wanted to rant.

Wings of Fire · #**123** 03-16-2010, 06:21 PM

Second tip: Stop talking in tragi-romantic cliches. People will give you more of their time.

And an avatar that says 'emo' suits nobody. Be yourself, not your label.

Strike Witch · #**124** 03-16-2010, 06:25 PM

Just let Sun Ce burn off his steam. Most new members do it.

MA · #**125** 03-16-2010, 06:27 PM

its Grand Pricks, actually.

Gwan-Thwei · #**126** 03-16-2010, 06:29 PM

1. I dont' care if this is a chiche, this is my fuckign life. And all of this has happened. I'm not being dramatic, this is really what has happened. God, that really hurts. Suddenly it doesn't matter that Chris told me that No oneliked me and I should do everyone a favor and kill myself, That my best friend Canyon didn't believe me when I came to him crying, bleeding and pleading for him to help me because I almost got raped and he said that I was full of shit. That really helps my confidence.
2. I am myself, but no one wants to see that other part, so I might as well be just this. Plus I am labeled so many things a day why not add this one to my list?
3.StrikeWitch you can go to hell. Call me the right name and give me the fuckign respect I've been deserving all these years.
4. MollucksAssistant- and I thought you were cool. Well, look at you now

Strike Witch · #**127** 03-16-2010, 06:32 PM

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StrikeWitch you can go to hell. Call me the right name and give me the fuckign respect I've been deserving all these years.

Wah! Um! I've just met you I think?

Wings of Fire · #**128** 03-16-2010, 06:33 PM

No. Really. Nobody can possibly help you until you lapse out of self indulgence. If this is irritating you that much I suggest you take a break.

Gwan-Thwei · #**129** 03-16-2010, 06:34 PM

Self indulgence? Who's indulging? WHAT THE HELL IS THERE FOR ME TO INDULGE ON! GOD, NOW i'M GETTING SHIT FROM OTHER PAGES! NO MATTER WHERE I GO I GET HORASSED BY MOTHER FUCKERS LIKE THEM!

Strike Witch · #**130** 03-16-2010, 06:35 PM

Wah! Haha!

You should, um! join an acting guild? I think!

MA · #**131** 03-16-2010, 06:40 PM

you added the label yourself, Gwan.

and i'm just gonna say that people will grow to either ignore or troll you if you continue to tell us your personal experiences/life. that is what will happen, whether you like it or not, so that's the heads up. i should give it a rest. you can rage all you like, but you will not be taken seriously if you carry on this stupid shit.

***Nate*** · #**132** 03-16-2010, 06:50 PM

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you added the label yourself, Gwan.

and i'm just gonna say that people will grow to either ignore or troll you if you continue to tell us your personal experiences/life. that is what will happen, whether you like it or not, so that's the heads up. i should give it a rest. you can rage all you like, but you will not be taken seriously if you carry on this stupid shit.

This.

Also, you cannot demand respect. You have to earn it.

Gwan-Thwei · #**133** 03-16-2010, 06:50 PM

WOF is the one who asked, so that's how this got started. I just didn't randomly post something terrible about me going 'LOOK AT ME PLEASE FEEL SORRY FOR ME I HAVE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS PLEASE HUG ME AND TELL ME I'M LOVED', no WoF asked me why I thought I was so dark. I'm not doing a random pity thread liek the guy who made this thread, WOF asked me why I had my icon, so I told her.
And @Strike Witch - How the hell is that even offensive? Are you high or something?
@Nate- I'm not demanding respect, it would be nice to be respected is all. God, StrikeWitch is being a total ass to me for like no reason! And I get enough of this shit at school and at home! I don't need it here too!

Strike Witch · #**134** 03-16-2010, 06:53 PM

Um! You're silly I think! Wahaha!

Gwan-Thwei · #**135** 03-16-2010, 06:54 PM

I'm silly. God, I'm not depressed and emo, I'm just fucking silly. How nice.

Strike Witch · #**136** 03-16-2010, 06:55 PM

Very silly I think!

Wings of Fire · #**137** 03-16-2010, 06:56 PM

Hell, I did my part by giving whatever little advice I could.

Good luck.

Gwan-Thwei · #**138** 03-16-2010, 07:00 PM

And you have no idea how much that means to me, WOF.

OH AND BY THE WAY NATE JUST NECRUM'D FIVE PAGES FROM ONE THREAD FOR SHIT LIKE THIS AND I DON'T DOUBT HE'LL DO IT HERE TOO.

***Nate*** · #**139** 03-16-2010, 07:00 PM

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@Nate- I'm not demanding respect, it would be nice to be respected is all. God, StrikeWitch is being a total ass to me for like no reason! And I get enough of this shit at school and at home! I don't need it here too!

Same thing. People don't take shit seriously on the internet. Deal with it.

enchilado · #**140** 03-16-2010, 07:03 PM

I'd recommend changing your avatar. Advertising yourself being emo is just dumb, and I hate emo people at the best of times. Make it a nice flower or something. And don't tell stories about your personal life unless they're entertaining. Take this advice or leave it, Lo Mein.

Gwan-Thwei · #**141** 03-16-2010, 07:04 PM

I try, but This is just too much.
And I thought you were coming here to Necrum these past pages?
@enchilado- And I hate people who hate emo's, don't make fun of my name I just got two pages of that from another thread, please not you too. You were cool.
AND A FLOWER? ARE YOU INSANE? they hurt my eyes.

***Nate*** · #**142** 03-16-2010, 07:04 PM

I chose not to. Deal with it.

Gwan-Thwei · #**143** 03-16-2010, 07:06 PM

I never said i wouldn't deal or that this was too much, I was just asking. Please don't be like that, dude.

Wings of Fire · #**144** 03-16-2010, 07:08 PM

Make your avatar a cute fluffy toy and flirt with everyone, in no time at all everyone will think you're a pretty awesome guy.

enchilado · #**145** 03-16-2010, 07:09 PM

Set your gender, too. I keep thinking you're a guy.

Gwan-Thwei · #**146** 03-16-2010, 07:10 PM

A CUTE FLUFFY TOY? FLIRTING? I'm sorry, but if people don't like me for who I am, then screw them. Even if I do change my icon, I'll still be me, and my name will still be the same.
Nice try though. I really like the thought.
@enchilado - funny, everyone on my DA page thinks I'm a girl. Please explain?

MA · #**147** 03-16-2010, 07:11 PM

this is the part where you stop posting 'spam', for lack of a better inoffensive word, and be quiet for a while. yeah?

Wings of Fire · #**148** 03-16-2010, 07:12 PM

Except this isn't you, this is a cross of all your projected negative emotions, and internet anonymity.

Gwan-Thwei · #**149** 03-16-2010, 07:14 PM

@Molluck- Spam? How am I spamming? I honestly didn't know I was spamming.
@Wof- Actually, this is me. Just online. i am negitive like this in real life too.

Strike Witch · #**150** 03-16-2010, 07:14 PM

Penny Arcade in action Uguu~