Cheer up Abe Is Now!, some things in life are bad, and all that. Someone else has either had it, or has it worse than you. For example the kids that are starving in Africa and such. But still, it's harder to feel for them when you only see one or two on TV or internet.
Now back to your birthday. Congratulations! 14, I'm there next January. Where I have no intention of having a party. Just like the last two years.
Hope that whatever happened you found out some kind of important thing or did something enjoyable. Or at least interesting.
Yep T-Nex has a point. While I only have one real freind I think I should find someone else to befreind. Unfortuneatly my interests are close to the exact oppostie of most of the school. You should find some new freinds.
The particular post of yours around the begining is very touching even if its slightly strange. Yes some of us feel for you. But some of us don't. A poll could come in handy here. I wonder who'd say yes. I would.