I feel really strange. Seeing that other thread... man this just feels like a stupid waste of time. None of it really matters... and I'm just acting like an idiot.
Peter, I've been a real stain on these forums, you know it, I know it, everyone knows it. Even if I was funny at times it doesn't matter, because in the end all I did was hurt other people because I was just bored - I never wanted to hurt anyone or offend anyone or make people mad or spoil their day. I'm sorry and I mean that.
Now, I know at this stage you're probably thinking that I'm trying to claw my way back into the forums, back into respect. So I'd like to do one final thing before I leave the forums, to show you that I'm not just saying sorry to regain respect, and that what I say here is genuine. I'd like to do one truly genuine thing, from the heart, something that will mean something.
I'd like to ask you to totally remove me from the forums. Delete all my posts, my user account, everything. That's 1400+ posts, gone. Plus my user account totally gone. I wouldn't ask you to do this now if I wasn't serious, I wouldn't ask you to do it if I had something to gain, some personal agenda. I won't benefit from it at all and I don't want to, I just want the damage that I've done to be gone, and give something genuine to everyone.
Once I'm gone here, I'm gone. I am never coming back. A couple of you have put me on your buddy lists... that's cool and all, I'll keep in touch with you guys. If anyone else wants to talk just give Kimon a shout and he'll tell you my AIM name.
And believe me, I am going. Have fun everyone.
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