The other side you don't see of GT

GTdragon · #1 12-25-2002, 06:12 PM

Okay, so the ice queen finally speaks. heh heh, I haven't spoken to ANYONE on the forums lately, haven't I? *Shrugs* anyway, I'll be talking about my non crazy, weird, psycho side.
what you guys see in me in oddchat may be happiness but, deep down inside, i'm not all that happy, or cheerful. Sometimes, Unexpectedly I start to cry...yep like a small puny cry baby. It's mainly my past, but, if I told you my whole life story, It would take a long time. just thinking of the slightest past memory upsets me. I can't help it I've lost all my interists in everything!!!! My fave act. SKETCHING!!!!!!!!!!. Staying here aint helpin either. thus, vote, leave or not to leave..........It's up to you mainly.

salty pretzils · #2 12-25-2002, 07:09 PM

After you lose intrest in everything, it seems like you're wrapped in a stifling cloud, doesn't it? But, the most important thing of all is that the past only hurts when you let it. Stay here, even if your personality seems like a tired charade at first.
Oh god, there I go. I'll just shut up before someone comes along to give me a hammering about being melodramatic. *scowls*

Joshy · #3 12-25-2002, 08:19 PM

If the forum are making you sad and wanna cry and losing all your interest, i think you should leave then. But we all will miss you.

Jacob · #4 12-25-2002, 08:47 PM

Dont be such an attention seeking loser.

DI...i pressume you were going to state something such as the above...

This is gonna get closed...

Kaimana · #5 12-25-2002, 09:12 PM

She isn't a loser, and thats part of the reason people leave, the fact that the true losers can't resist but call someone else names that they themselves are. Expressing and sharing how you feel is perfectly fine here. Anyway back to the subject.

GT I don't think you should leave, I believe you should talk to someone about these feelings. Someone that will understand and in turn reply with helpful answers. Thats all I can think of for now.

Joshy · #6 12-25-2002, 10:15 PM

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Originally posted by Kaimana
She isn't a loser

Who are you talking about with this SHE, is GT female?

Facsimile · #7 12-25-2002, 10:32 PM

Well I will not vote because I believe this is purely up to you. But if you are feeling depressed I agree with Kai in saying you should talk to people, not people like Jacob mind, but people perhaps who are going through the same thing or have been through it before.

Al the Vykker · #8 12-26-2002, 12:06 AM

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Who are you talking about with this SHE, is GT female?

Yes Infact she has noted this several times.

And no I dont feel you should leave the forums, you still have friends here, and people who enjoy your company.

-Al the Vykker

Kaimana · #9 12-26-2002, 12:22 AM

Exactly as Al had put it. So I see no reason for you to leave.

MunchOnThis · #10 12-26-2002, 12:29 AM

I wouldn't say that anyone would have a reason for you to leave, so you may as well stay.

Joshy · #11 12-26-2002, 03:12 AM

I reckon that you should weigh out the pros and cons.

Jacob · #12 12-26-2002, 12:23 PM

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She isn't a loser

She made a topic dedicated to herself to get attention and sympathy. She bragged about how she could go 'psycho'. She's exaggerated herself to become a loser. So she is one.

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and thats part of the reason people leave

No, people leave because;

(1) - They grow up.
(2) - They realise they're losers and want to do something constructive with their petty existance before they die and people forget them.
(3) - They cant handle the truth that the decent, worthy of living people spout.

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the fact that the true losers can't resist but call someone else names that they themselves are

And that makes sense...how?

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Expressing and sharing how you feel is perfectly fine here.

And i agree...but she wasn't doing that was she? She was drawing attention to herself and wanting sympathy for her 'problems'.

MunchOnThis · #13 12-26-2002, 01:04 PM

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Originally posted by Jacob

And I agree...but she wasn't doing that was she? She was drawing attention to herself and wanting sympathy for her 'problems'.

I agree. There have been many topics like this and it's all the same....sympathy this and sympathy that.

If I were to leave the forums I wouldn't bother posting up a pointless topic about it. I'll just disappear.

I didn't mean to sound like a bitch but really...I'm just expressing my feelings.

Oddsville · #14 12-26-2002, 01:56 PM

Aye! Jacob sometimes you just have to give people a break. They may not be as "Clever", "Smart", and "Perfect" as you are but none the less they still do have feelings and can't help if they feel lonely. In the end GT, its really up too you if you wanna stay or not. Personally I think you should stay and start posting more often. You can't help or fix what happened in your past and thier's no use in making your future lonely also.

Don't just leave because of what happened long ago, try and forget what happened and make a new past of enjoyment here.

Rex Tirano · #15 12-26-2002, 01:58 PM

Expressing your feeling and other such things is fine here! GT I don't think you should leave, you have friends here. But only you can make the decision, and we can't change what you decide. Whatever you choose I and many other forumers will be behind you 100%!

Majic · #16 12-26-2002, 02:50 PM

Take a vacation. You leave, yet you come back after a period of time. Then see if you like your life with or without forums. Simple.

Disgruntled Intern · #17 12-26-2002, 03:00 PM

GT, you disgust me. You dedicate a topic to yourself, which although annoying, is generally accepted. But to top it off, the topic revolves around your supposed personal/emotional problems, and how you put on 'a happy face' for everyone, but you really cry all the time. Disgusting. I have a feeling you're a very insecure person, and this was your way of getting a bit of an ego boost...News flash, if you're seeking comfort in the fact that online 'friends' care about you, then you definitely need to leave the forums and experience the real world.

Long story short, go away.

Kaimana · #18 12-26-2002, 03:07 PM

Well like Oddsville said, it's all up to you. So when it comes down to making the choice, you have to choose.

Jacob · #19 12-26-2002, 03:23 PM

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"Clever", "Smart", and "Perfect" as you

Clevers the same as Smart and i'm neither. Im happily concious of the real world and happily inbetween stupidity and insanity. I also am not perfect...im a few steps down from perfect.

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they still do have feelings and can't help if they feel lonely

They dont have feelings, dont be daft. They're put on the world for people like me to mock and ridicule. We shall only stop once they develop a personality which is not an online-orientated one.

Most the people on here have had the internet since they were a child and i believe that is why their person-to-person social skills are shit. I got the net when i was in year 9 and thus had already developed my personality and social skills...thus making me superior. I feel sorry for the people who have spent 90% of their life on the net and the other 10% at school getting bullied.

salty pretzils · #20 12-26-2002, 04:22 PM

*rolls eyes*
Ah, wonderful job Jacob and Disgruntled Intern. Any qualified psycologist would have congratulated you on your stunning use of tact and not leaping to conclusions about why others behave as they do. Bravo...
*raises an eyebrow*
But if you were as truly as distenced as you try to portray yourself as from the sterotype you despise so much, then you wouldn't actully need to go around accusing others to distance yourself. And yes, that last part was adressed to Jacob. Well duh..

Disgruntled Intern · #21 12-26-2002, 04:28 PM

Salty, if I felt like being tactful, I would have. Perhaps that you overlooked the fact that she asked us what we thought she should do....I told her I thought she should go away, and I gave my reasons. I'm not going to sugar coat my opinions for someone I don't like, let alone don't know.

MunchOnThis · #22 12-26-2002, 04:35 PM

Well Dave is right you know. GT DID say it was up to us whether she leaves or not, and we're just telling her our reasons. *twitches slightly*

salty pretzils · #23 12-26-2002, 04:44 PM

Ah...I see. Thankyou.

Jacob · #24 12-26-2002, 05:09 PM

I didn't accuse GT of being a loser...i merely stated it.

Al the Vykker · #25 12-26-2002, 05:54 PM

Yes some want you to go, and some want you to stay. But what would have probably been good was not to post a poll and also this topic. I dont see why you would want to see results, unless you were conducting some sort of expirement. In the end its you who decides so that poll and topic were uneeded. In regards to what others have said I think Majic has one of the most sensible plans. Take a vacation for while see whats its like away from here, come back, and decide. And its also to take in consideration for all of us what DI said, its not always great to sugar coat things that you say. Later on if you say something to someone and dont do that, they will never really know that you are upset with them, or whether you really mean what you say. Its another weakness we all have not to really speak what we mean. It may hurt, but would you rather most of the time have the truth, instead of always hearing things that are just brushed up to sound better.

I advise this to be closed, I think everyone has cleary stated what they wanted, and the topic is pointless beyond this point now. She needs to make decisions for herself, and not be swayed by the majority.

-Al the Vykker

Oddsville · #26 12-26-2002, 06:27 PM

By Jacob-

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I also am not perfect...im a few steps down from perfect.

Ah yes, how could I have made that mistake....truely sorry.

Now although GT might have been trying to gather attention too herself thats no reason why you have to embarass her. Now you say that you have developed the Soical and personallity skills unlike the rest of us and yet you seem to make fun of the lowley which dosn't seem to mature. Don't get me wrong Jacob I respect you as a person and I know for a fact that you are mature (in some ways). But sometimes you should reffrain(to a certain degree) from putting down other people...

MojoMan220 · #27 12-26-2002, 07:12 PM

G'bye.