I thought visiting this place again would feel strange. But it really didn't. It was instantly familiar and... honestly really nice. Like looking back at old photos. Although. Dear god I was cringe.
Thought i'll just drop by for a final time. Since this place is deader than my aspirations of becoming a successful YouTuber. I had a lot of fun here. I met some awesome people and you lot were my "other" friends for the longest time. It's nice to see even after all these years people...
i wasn't ever really a good poster but to be honest the amount of times i posted about how i was genuinely suicidal or dealing with severe depression and the amount people who i know knew about that yet decided to respond with constant mocking and insults anyways, i'm surprised i kept coming back to this place. it was all pretty fucking public and to my memory no one ever actually called anyone out on it.
not saying i was ever an innocent victim, and a lot of times i basically walked...
Just getting it out of my system before the forum is Kill for Reals I guess. I think it's more of a dialogue about how "in hindsight, this was hell of a red flag that sailed over 15 year old me's head so here's what those look like". It's not 'im still feelin as raw about it as when I posted last', it's more 'okay that sucked but I think I can use what happened as an education/talking point'.
