Slinky, my cute sausage dog, I love her so very much, but today, urgh, she has annoyed me, but first, a few cute pics of her taken by me.







Every night, I like to cuddle her to sleep in my bed, today I woke up...

I don't know what the hell is up for me lately, but for the past few weeks for no reason what so ever I've randomly been feeling heavily depressed.

Nothing bad has happened in my life to cause this and there is nothing going on either, I just get random bouts of depression to the point where I almost just feel like killing myself.

I can't explain what it is, but it is happening right now as I write this, anybody else ever get like this before?

Happy 2012 everybody!

But this one is a little different, since it is about something happened last night which I found a little, strange.

I was at a pub disco dancing away with some friends when suddenly a man said "I remember you, I used to cut your hair" I looked at him and said "Uhhhh, I don't recall". Then he told me where his barber shop used to be and I immediately...

So all of you here have probably been jollying it up today, but for me, urgh, this was the worst christmas ever, not the worst christmas ever in a few, the first time ever I have not enjoyed the day at all.

For starters, I have felt absolutely no excitement at all, which is highly unusual for me, so, to cheer things up a bit, me and 4 friends went out to a pub last night for a nice night out, and, it wasn't, talk about depressing, all of us felt miserable, just not excited at all,...

A few days ago I had a letter to say that I was due for an eye appointment, it was good timing too, because lately I've found my left eye to be constantly blurry, I can see fine because my right eye is good, but it is aggravating.

So today, went and had my test, turns out that apparently my left eye is "stuck" in a focus state if you know what I mean. Apparently it is a very common problem amongst students these days...

Apparently reading on computer screens is the...

I was feeling hungry this evening but I couldn't be bothered to cook, so I decided to go out for a Kebab.

I was walking through town when suddenly I found a girl lying on the floor outside a shop crying.

So I went down and spoke to her and got her on her feet, it was apparent right away that not only was she pissed, she was underage to, so after a nice conversation (Which involved her bitching about men) it seems that her friends abandoned her, she didn't have a phone...

My lack of patience is what I hate about myself, I was excited when I got this e-mail, until I saw the date, now I feel like a total ass for bitching about my ex buggering off for 3 months...

But, judging by the date, is this real?

Tonight, I went and visited my mum at the hospital she is staying at, it's the first time I have spoken to or saw her since she has been gone and now I've just come home in a fucked off mood.

Basicly, I'm just a pawn in this whole stupid situation and everybody is playing one off against the other.

Me and my stepdad have talked about it and I agree with his version of events because obviously I have been here the entire time and witnessed what have been said and done,...

I can't even think of a title for this blog, because well, it's the most horrible thing to ever happen in my life so far.

I'll be blunt about it,

My mum has been taken away to a mental home...

It's been going on for about a year now, but she just can't seem to handle the smallest noise, if I'm having a casual conversation with anybody like on the phone or the Xbox etc, she has to shut my door because she claims she can't handle the noise!

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Well I was looking forward to tomorrow, had a B&B booked and had everything sorted, until I got this e-mail...