I think I may more of a happy person than I thought.
I thought I was a miserable little tosser (and that may well remain), but if I listen to a corny song or songs that are supposed to be emotional, I find myself overwhelmed with a feeling of pride (of what I don't know), and find myself picking up an instrument and playing along to something a lot more lively or bouncy. I am trying to figure out whether this means I'm trying to rid myself of depressing thoughts whilst retaining my 'maunginess', I'm much more happy than I thought, or that I'm going mad.
Any thoughts, or will I continue to figure this one out myself?