Rate this Entry

Im so happy lately =)

Posted 02-23-2012 at 05:38 AM by T-nex
Updated 02-23-2012 at 05:43 AM by T-nex

I just wanted to express how happy I am ^^

I don't know if that's weird. i definitely don't wanna gloat. But you guys are like a family and I wanna share stuff with you =)

I'm happy though. I've gone through so many phases the past 6 months... But I finally arrived at my destination that I knew in my heart I would reach =). The poison from my spirit is gone, and I feel so free and liberated I could almost convince myself I'm flying ^^
Im happier than I have been in years.

So yea.. despite things not being exactly where I want them school wise and such, I've just found this spiritual harmony in myself that I thought I had long since lost.

I only wanted to report on it now though, because I kept going through mood swings before so I wasn't sure where I was. I have refound many of the qualities that I had about 5 years ago, before I started to get moody. And now Im back again. I don't feel Dependant on anyone or as if anyone else is responsible for this happiness than myself.

I could probably go single all my life and still be happy. I have my friends, my family... my drawings. My games...

I feel like a whole new chapter of my life is starting, and I don't really care where it takes me :P But I'm excited.

And I just wanted to share with you guys cos I love you guys ^^ More than toast.... Well maybe more like half a toast... Hm I'll have to conduct a few more experiments on that.

Comments 27

Total Comments 27

Comments

	This is so awesome, I'm happy for you Nikki!
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 05:45 AM by Jordan

	I'm so happy for you too, Nikki!
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 06:04 AM by Wil

	I wanted to say that a lot of you here helped as well.. A lot of you spent time either talking me through stuff or just having fun playing games with me. It helped. ^^ hugs all
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 06:10 AM by T-nex

	Glad to hear it. Keep up this state of mind and make the most out of it, you might get even greater results in general.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 07:07 AM by dripik

	Yay, let's all be happy!
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 07:20 AM by Dynamithix

	I'm happy that you're happy!
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 07:28 AM by Varrok

	Couldn't be happier for you; attaining a level of peace in ones life is rare and should be celebrated.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 07:33 AM by Glitch

	This is really great Nikki! I'm so happy for you. What makes this better is that somewhere, somehow, Molluck's Assistant's is dying from the happy.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 08:01 AM by STM Updated 02-23-2012 at 08:24 AM by STM

	Wah?? o_o Stm if you knew MA's recent history maybe you wouldn't wanna say that. Also he hasnt posted here.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 08:06 AM by T-nex Updated 02-23-2012 at 08:18 AM by T-nex

	D= I didn't mean that I completely forgot I swear, I changed it. Damn it. I just meant...because he doesn't like happiness...as a joke. Fuck.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 08:24 AM by STM

	Why does your family always want to fight me? :'( I just wanted to be friends! :/
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 09:29 AM by sheridanm962

	What? You don't know my family... Wait you mean owf? I say... Just lurk and stop posting 4chan stuff and stop trying to be controversial o.o That usually goes really bad here, especially for newbies. When older members do it, we mostly know when they are joking or not. Just lurk and be productive.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 09:31 AM by T-nex

Recently, I've felt oddly optimistic, and rather happy overall. I can't help but wonder how long it will last, but for the time being, I think it's just nice to enjoy the feeling. It does make it easier to take life as it comes.

I can just picture someone far older than me waving a cane, saying "Sonny boy, life's just bein' kind to ya right now, and there ain't nuthin' to dissapoint ya!"

But all that aside, I'd say that I'm happy for you. Being at peace with life is a pretty wonderful feeling, and to that I say congratulations.

Posted 02-23-2012 at 10:31 AM by Oddey

	Hmm, you've got a darn good point; toast is really nice... <3
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 10:46 AM by Splat

	goddamn hippy. nah, glad to hear it.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 11:44 AM by MA

	I feel the exact same way. Just been so darn happy lately.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 12:09 PM by Mr. Bungle

	Not to bring it down, but I think I'm your equal and opposite reaction.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 02:56 PM by Bullet Magnet

	Are you in a bad mood, BM? o.o
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 03:00 PM by T-nex

	Hurrah for everyone except BM. And me, to a lesser extent. But it pleases me that other people are happy. I'm nice like that.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 03:53 PM by Nate

	Grats, Nikki. If only more people would be happier and admit it rather than complain all the time, the world would be a better place. We need more blogs like this. :P But no seriously, I'm really happy for you. Finding inner peace is one of the best things that can happen to someone.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 05:00 PM by DarkHoodness

	: I'm nice like that. you sure are. you suuuure are.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 05:26 PM by MA

	Congrats Nikki...Enjoy it. Wish I could say the same about myself though T_T.
	Posted 02-23-2012 at 06:30 PM by abe619

	Nate was nice to me once. XD Thank you sooo much everyone ^^ It's so nice to know you guys have got my back. I like you all in your own special way ^^. hugs all ..... in the butt.
	Posted 02-24-2012 at 09:11 AM by T-nex

	I actually only realised yesterday I've had a pretty damn good week, unusually happy, and I've really maximised the amount of enjoyment I've held, even over the little things. =D
	Posted 02-24-2012 at 10:25 AM by STM

	This blog is happy! And I'm currently crying with laughter at the original 'Sad Blog'. I am very, very tired.
	Posted 02-24-2012 at 03:46 PM by MeechMunchie

	This blog is happy. Good on you, squirt. Smiles are always good.
	Posted 02-24-2012 at 04:38 PM by Dixanadu

	MM mind sharing? Also thanks Dixy ^^
	Posted 02-24-2012 at 05:27 PM by T-nex

Recent Blog Entries by T-nex

Meow! (12-30-2012)
YEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyy!! (09-05-2012)
Im drunk! (06-19-2012)
Is someone out there? (05-24-2012)
Im so happy lately =) (02-23-2012)


< > 2024
Su	Mo	Tu	We	Th	Fr	Sa
26	27	28	29	30	31	1
2	3	4	5	6	7	8
9	10	11	12	13	14	15
16	17	18	19	20	21	22
23	24	25	26	27	28	29
30	1	2	3	4	5	6