So yea... I never thought this day would come.... But I'm fairly sure I actually made some nice friends... Friends that if I keep building up the relationships I will be able to rely on them.
They are both from school. One is a guy and the other is a girl. And they both helped me immensely getting through school unharmed.
The girl seems really interested in me. It's so nice to finally have someone where I don't have to carry the whole burden in order to keep it alive. I don't feel strained to make sure that we're actually friends. She regularly messages me by herself and shows interest. It's a nice feeling.
The guy also seems to show interest. We've talked a lot and went downtown to the forest/beach together with another classmate too(who also messaged me and told me how much fun he had
)...
Yea... I know this is a weird blog to make.
But I'm sort of getting happier lately. For the past few years, the friends I tried to make just never worked out. I'm such an introverted person that I find it hard to communicate myself to others. And I found it super hard to relate to people and make them relate to me.
I always felt I was such a boring, uninteresting person.
But this year has been a step towards change. I've made a conscious effort to try and be more social and to overcome my fears.
Granted, it didn't go as fast as I wanted it to, but I've made progress at least. I didn't fail school like I thought I would...
I handed in all my assignments... They all got accepted... And I have a good feel about my exam
For once... it actually seems like my days may grow brighter.
Thankyou for reading
