I wish I was comfortably numb.

I know I look like a happy-go-lucky motherfucker to all you, but honestly, I'm depressed as hell.



I'm living waste. I have a self-destructive personality, I'm not attractive in any way, and I constantly fall in love with people who ruin my life in one way or another.

I never have a positive thought. I'm always either being sarcastic or an asshole. And because of this, I ruin all of my friendships.

I like sleeping. I'd rather sleep and have nightmares than work and have fun. I wonder if death is anything like sleeping. I'd like that.



And the worst part? I don't have the balls to kill myself.