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There are far too many moments in my life when I've made an awkward ass out of myself that I'd like to relive, simply so I could do things less awkwardly and much less assy. I'll just leave it at that and let the reader make his or her own inferences, although I'm sure that a lot of you know what I mean.
Amber and I had a really awkward first kiss, though (my fault). I'd definitely like to go back and "fix" that.
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Cutiepants! After a long time of thinking, I really wouldn't re-do any of those moments. The awkwardness is a natural thing at first... It's all part of the experience. If by some miracle, we both instantly knew what we were doing... we would have mixed out on learning, I guess you could call it, and that just wouldn't have been as fun.
I also wouldn't go back to un-do anything bad because after I did it, I'd realize there was something even more significant I should have re-done and I get angry at myself, causing me to wish I could go back in time and re-do my re-doing. Too confusing.
So I'd pick any of my happiest, most exciting moments again with Luke--to relive it and not change anything. If it weren't a memory with him, I'd probably pick some wonderful childhood memory. I miss some of the simple joys in life that I just can't enjoy anymore.