sounds ridiculous, but unnaturally deep voices. as in, that's-not-fucking-human deep voices.
another thing that scares, no, terrifies me is not being able to stop something terrible happening to a loved one. just being in a state of paralysis, unable to do anything but watch. that absolutely horrifies me. honestly. i hate even thinking about it.
also, i've never really been afraid of death. i'm afraid of being in agony, because it fucking hurts (DURR HURR), but i'm not afraid of actually dying. my attitude is when it happens, it happens. i just hope when the time comes it's quick and not a prolonged, painful end.
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dangling my feet over the edge of my bed when the lights are out.
not even fucking kidding here
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you know, i still get that now. i never have my feet hanging over the edge of the bed. dunno if it's because i'm genuinely fearful or just out of habit, all i know is that i don't want to.