I like being alive.
Unfortunately I don't have a car, public transport sucks and is too far away from where I live to be of use to me for short distances, and so I have to cycle if I want to get anywhere fast. There is no decent cycling infrastructure, so I have to ride on the roads and dodge the cars. I resent doing that because people around here can't drive (
It's Essex, people are very fucking stupid here) and I have had countless near-misses - So I learn about what to avoid while out on the roads from where I can. And I've learned a lot from these people on YouTube.
It's serious business, yo! (But I think I talked enough about this already, earlier)