She fell down immedietly as Stivik had hit her,because of the shock. She rubbed the area she'd been hit, and then moved her eyes on Stivik. A smile widened on her face. Not because of happiness, but she just felt amused. The smile transformed into a laughter, which sounded rather maniacly. She just rolled on the floor, laughing and couldn't hold back tears.
She knew that this was it. She wouldn't be able to squeeze herself out of this one, so she couldn't see the reason why she wouldn't spend the last few minutes of her life, before she'd probably get punished somehow, laughing. after a bit of time she stopped laughing, and looked at Stivik, she didn't know wether he just fell asleep or what had happened, but suddenly she felt a feeling of regret. She could suddenly see herself in his place, either drugged, or even close to death.
A feel of panick then stroke her. She couldn't believe it. If he was dead, she would be a... Murderer. It felt like her heart just did a back-flip, and shefelt like throwing up. Her hands started shaking.
"What have i done?" she whispered, and some tears fell down her cheek, "Oh what have i done???"
Her voice had changed into a half sob. She began shaking all over her body, and then she closed her eyes.
"This must be a dream, i couldn't possible have injected him." she said and opened her eyes, but he was still there, lying on the floor.
She stood still for a moment. Then remembered that some vykkers had antodotes against tranquilizers, so if it only was a tranquilizer, she could check that out. Her eyes scanned the whole room, and the she ran towards the shelves, throwing evrything down on the floor, in her desperation. She kept looking and looking. When half the room had become a mess, she finally found and anti-dote. She read the writing that was on it:
Great against sleepy heads, and other minor problems
"Oh Odd, please be with me!!" she begged the air, and the slowly pushed the liquid in Stiviks body, "oh please forgive me... please..."
Now she could only wait and see.