I'm not really in a complainy mood, but hey, maybe that'll keep me from going on and on.
~My main problem is the violence I have to endure at home.
~I have horrible study habits, but in the past, I've half-assed my way and still received A's. Now that I have Biology 2 AP, I don't think I can do that.
~After witnessing Luke's car accident two or so summers ago, I've been subconciously terrified of learning to drive. I realized this a few months ago, and I think I've overcome it for the most part and now I'm finally working on my learner's permit when I'm nearly 17.
~Recently, I've started doubting my abilities to get into a good college in the future for 2 reasons: Either all the colleges I apply to will think "She only took one AP class, and her GPA is only a 3.8? Pchaw... She's not good enough compared to all these AP students with GPAs like 4.5." And reason #2, my mom's income is much less than most colleges I'm looking into.
~While I've always been a decently confident person, lately, I've been so... I don't know. I feel physically inadequate and unattractive because I'm so skinny. I guess I'd feel confident easilier if I had more feminine curves and such... not that I'm hoping for double D's or anything like that, but being able to weigh 100 lbs would be nice. I'm sure this is just some weird phase I'm going through, as I've never worried about these things before, and I'm mad at myself for worrying to the small extent that I am already.
I understand that these are such minor problems, except for the violence in my home, but I'd rather not get into that. Besides, there's always someone out there with bigger problems than I have.
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