[Jacob]

Dear Formers,
I feel i have to apologise for the stuff i have said/put YOU through the past couple of yrs. I know i am nasty and harsh person but its my way of venting and i dont mean it really. So, SORRY . I know that none of my EXCUSES will be tolerable and FOR that i am ashamed. You too are HUMAN-BEINGS and i should not be so mean. LINDSEY, ROBYN, MUNCHMAN ABE ETC i apologise deeply. YOU may even believe that i DONT DESERVE TO LIVE and that upsets me, as you are not seeing the happy person i am. As i write this i realise, the only thing that comes close to sincerity is the following poem;

For all of the things i have said and done. Im sorry.
Upset i have made you, and i am deeply sincere with this.
Come into my circle of friends and feel my warmth.
Kling onto my arms like tired, sorrowed Birds.
Witness the kindness that can radiate from me.
Incredible people you are and always be.
Tire of me not, for i will be your friend forever.
Single you out i shall not, as i shall respect you all.

That poem is dedicated to Lindsey, Robyn and Munchman Abe among others and it comes from the depths of my Heart. Well...the subtext does...

~*Jacob*~