I've done a lot of little things that have plagued me with guilt for years, but this one sticks in my mind the most and is probably the worst:
I was at a park with my little cousin (she was 3 and I was 6) who, for some reason, I've always felt intimidated by. I have a terrible problem with saying no to people, especially people younger than me. Anyway, we were in this playground/sandpit, and there was a little girl (about 2) playing on a rock. My cousin said to me, "I want that rock, push her off!" so I did. >.< She started crying and her mother came rushing over.
"Why did you do that?"
"She told me to."
"Why do you have to do what she tells you?!"
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