*crickets*
Nah jokes.
Anyways im sorry but i find what you are sayinf totally wrong.. Your familyand your future family will probably be the best thing that could ever happen in your life. They aren't trying to push you off the edge (even thought it seems so) YOU aren't perfect and THEY aren't perfect either and if i am lucky to still have your attention then im doing a good job.
Talk to your family and when you are talking listen to what they have to say. If you interrupt or if you yell at them you are no better than what you are accusing. Talk to them and while you are talking and you start to cry whatever you do do not turn away. Go over to them and hug them, this may sound terribly corny but they will feel your pain if you do that. They are your family... But dont let it end their you just keep on talking to them and sooner or later both parties will understand eachother and come more closer that you can ever come.
I have tried this with my father after the LAST time that i tried to commit suicide. We talked from 4pm to 6pm the next day.
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Free the beans.... and ill free your heart... free your heart and ill fry my beans!
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