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*blinks* You'd throw away your life without knowing whether there is something after death or not for sure?
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Life and Death is a game basically. Everyday is like moving a counter, i play life as a game...makes it more fun. I dont know what point i was trying to make there...im listening to music and its distracitng me, so blahness.
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"But I can't help it, I'm psychologically damaged because of them!"
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I aint really psychologically damaged. Merely mislead and dont know how to deal with certain things, plus, i dont have no-one to share my feelings with. I have one good friend who i can really trust but i dont tell her most things cos i think i sound pathetic. In the end it all builds up and i go into this psycho rage thing were i either cut myself or plan a murder or spread rumors. I get in awful moods though when i get like that, im totally out of character. The thing that gets me in one of those moods quicker is the lust thing...cos that gets to the heart.
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You want to try it to see what its like, but you never do it.
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True, i hear that people who had suicidal tendencies go through quite abit of research before they finally attempt it to find the most efficient and painless way of ending their life. I have done this loads of time but never get round to executing it or i fall asleep or sumat.