I can become depressed quite easily. Some times I've got these periods, when I'm just sad the whole time and don't even know why. I just hate my life and wallow in my own misery...

I don't get these moods so often any more...
When I was in Secondary school, my best friend "left" me and I was suddenly all alone. There were only five girls on my class and my ex-best friend became buddies with one of the other girls and the others were... well geeks. I became friends with them, though, and then... I could say my whole life and my way of thinking changed... But I'd say that was a good thing. I was such a naive girl back then...
Anyway, I was suicidal after that. I didn't really try to kill myself, but I was planning it. And I was listening to this song the whole time, which is about a girl who killed herself. The lyrics go like this: "You were a butterfly, whose wings didn't carry far. You got tired in the bathroom..." I'm glad I got over it, but I was depressed for months.
Now I'm not really depressed about anything. I'm just a bit sad for my current best friend being away. She's in France as an exchange student. But she'll be back on June, I think.
Well, stressed...yeah! Stupid college! I've got nine more tests before summer vacation and they wont probably go very well, if I wont start studying...
