I guess sometimes if you like the fictional character a lot you adore him or her. This reminds me of Transformers when Prime died. It was sad to see a character you get so used to and love go.
But my point is that maybe you don't phisically like or love the character in the way you said because that would be pretty silly for you to do that. I mean you have to admit how will you ever go out with just a video game character program? That is like saying I am going to go out with a box. Hehe! Anyway You probbally just like the character so much that it could be just a fitish or an obsession. Thats all.
