I...can't have the idea that there's a spider close to me in a closed room. Spiders and me, we don't have a nice relationship. BUT I like to study them and being fascinated by their nature, but the moment my brain plants the idea that there might be a spider somewhere close, my whole body reacts. I do remember as a kid, playing with spiders with no problem, so I might had some kind of traumatizing experience that I don't remember. As an older kid, I killed the spiders, but now I just take something close to me, catch them and put them somewhere else that's safe. One day, I might even get a spider, but that day sure is far away.
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