Quake Live duels. Lots of them.
Every one makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry. I'm so bad at it. It brings out everything I hate about myself. I can't keep track of items, I panic under pressure and I'm just generally a stupid shit. People that were at my skill level 2 months ago are now much, much better than me to the point where they don't want to play me anymore. No one wants to play me and I'm getting a reputation for being shit, making it harder for me to get games/improve.
But I'm determined to learn.
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