I suppose. I'm not really fit for discussing right now regardless running off only 4 hours of sleep, and I know for certain (not just based off what you yourself have said) I'm coming across as ignorant, as well as pessimistic.
That's not really the case either. I'm actually working to my fullest potential right now and everything's going wonderfully. Looking out on the rest of the world though just tends to be a reminder that while I might be doing alright, others are completely miserable and are in daily pain. Physically I haven't been doing too well but that's not a very big deal.
The overall idea that eventually everything just comes to an end, and anything bad that stuck out during your lifetime will just "vanish" is very comforting to me.
I'd rather hope what happens after life is better than what happens during life than constantly hope for good while I'm still alive when so much good is already happening.
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