[Ridg3]

Is there a Heaven?
Is there a state of existence after death?
What helps you sleep at night? Is after all this trouble just an endless sheet of peaceful blackness for ever? Sleep for eternity? Or is there a giant movie reel going over your best bits?

Anything at all related to the subject just go fucking nuts. I'm genuinely curious as to what you all think about it and if you're scared of it or not.

I'm, personally, not scared of death. I'm actually looking forward to it to be honest, but not in a twisted sense that I want to die as quickly as possible. I'm happy enough living life now for the time being. Even the death of relatives, although sad for a time, aren't going to keep me for more than a day, sometimes I feel bad for thinking this. I even refused to go to my grandmothers wake because I had other stuff to do. Don't get me wrong, I loved the shit out of her but the thought of going to see an empty husk is pointless to me. I went to the funeral for the send-off. I felt sad. After the funeral, I felt nothing.

For me, after death, there is nothing, absolutely nothing. And that's what I'm looking forward to, fucking peace away from what I've already been, and what I'm going to go, through.

People think I'm a bit crazy whenever the topic's brought up (not by me but I insist on it) but I like to know what other peoples thoughts are. It's interesting.