Right I'm gonna sound like the world's biggest pussy but anyway here what scares me.Doing the dishes , like the feeling the feeling of the food makes me feel really scared its like a load of worms or something when we have rice or noodles...etc and when I eat meat cos of veins and stuff I don't mind eating meat but like just veins and all that, sure just the other week I was having dinner and I hadn't touched anything when I saw a fucking heart valve in a piece of beef at that point I had already gotten up and made up a non believable excuse, later that night my sister said I didn't eat my dinner because of the valve in it like she planted it there so now I'm really cautious with my meat.
|