ahhh my reply is so late i totally forgooooot
thank you very much everyone!!! <3
~I'm glad you all like what you see!!! 
question to whoever might read this... xD should i upload some old -but rewritten- beginning of a fanfiction...? the beginning is quite good and i might even continue it because of that.. and don't worry it's not as boring as 'the captured ones' <.< xD there are more characters and the plot is more concentrated on action than on philosophy and psychical stuff... it's like an alternate beginning to Rain Slig.. does anyone remember Rain Slig? 8D well don't worry i wouldn't either xD
so.. what now?
btw: I'd upload it to dA at some point anyway, even if i wouldn't upload it on here...
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@ Splat: for some reason i never replied to this even though I read it already... I always knew Stivik had a strong bound to the past but for some reason i never thought it was that strong... now i wonder what keeps him alive actually... is it solely his ideology.. what will happen later? will he change his mind about it.. i can imagine it will cause his downfall in one way or another... *stares with curious glowing eyes, all around the light seems to dim because of the curiosity* D8
haha btw: the idea for the drawing isn't bad! you're closer than you think because this sketch originates from another of my drawings which is much like you described, only with different characters, and setting xD
@PixelRocketship sorry man... lol i always reply to people after they have long left.
I dunno exactly I was always drawing.. i think my second digital drawing with a mouse was the first one in this thread xD
i never uploaded the first anywhere and my first traditional drawing... since I can remember i was always drawing xD