Aw... If you feel you need to leave for your own sake, then super-good-luck with your break. But if you're doing it because you're afraid of pissing us off, please don't.
I think most of us accept you just the way you are. The fact that you feel so angry at people much of the time though is quite problematic. And I think it's worse for you than it is for us.
I know I used to have an extremely short temper, and Id get incredibly angry, and want to hurt people too. But it was exhausting and made me hurt inside, and now I really try to control myself and it seems to be working. but I still have that dark desire to just destroy and hurt sometimes. I dunno if it will ever go away, but the pain Ive caused is enough to stop me from ever submitting to my desire ever again. It hurts a lot though.
The emotional process is quite painful, but I think you should seek support and love instead of leaving :) Unless you think leaving is best for you.
Uh... What I'm trying to say is that I think we can handle you. If you want, we'll be stricter with angry posts and warn you when you get out of hand :p Which i try from time to time x_x
But in general, the harsh language doesn't seem to be a problem x_x People can handle it. Most of em anyway.
Either ways, whatever you decide to do, I REALLY wish you the best.
And I hope you'll be ready to come back sometime in the future. You'll always be welcome, cos you're quite lovely most of the time.
Am I sappy enough yet? :D
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Hey, I have massive nuts. :@
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