[T-nex]

As someone who doesnt believe in anything after death, I suppose I'm the kind of person who is feeling the more negative effects.
The concept of nothing after death has made me a very nihilistic person. In the end, it's as if I don't really care anyway. I also don't care about suicide. I feel if things truly get where I don't want them, I could off myself any minute. Not because Im depressed, just because I know we'll all die, and it doesn't matter if you were an asshole, a middle class person, a king who was part of numerous secret organizations that rule the world or a saint. We all end up in the ground, eaten by worms.

So In the end I don't really care what happens. Right now I feel I'm sort of just coasting along, and the only reason I'm holding on, is because there are certain things in my life that I like very much. But if those disappeared, I'd just wanna disappear too.
Nothing matters basically.


Have I depressed you yet? :3