[JennyGenesis]

I feel like a right twit.............................

Seeing how easy it is to say "No" like I did yesterday, I need to stick to that. I have told my boyfriend about my smoking and he is not very impressed. Of course I apologized and I did tell him about the 4 I smoked yesterday. I must look like such a hypocrite right now and I feel guilty for what I've done after I shouted at my boyfriend about it and I feel stupid for smoking way more than he did even though I was perfectly sober. I realise my error and how stupid I look and therefore want to do something about it. Even if I never met my boyfriend and we never had that arguement it's still something I would not want to get into.