Hmm. I don't feel as if you missed your chance really, you're still pretty young. Hell if I know though, cause I feel I fucked up plenty at the ripe young age of 18. I want to become a writer, which is also a pretty competitive field. I know Im going to rack up deck in college, but hell I'd rather fall and chase my dreams than stand safely living a miserable life. You sound like you have hesitation, not making a final decision and such. You pretty much have to do that, its kind of important. The quote, "If you want to be great, stop asking for permission", comes to mind.
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